Parachute

This is the one and only blog post I will put up about my relationship or past relationships.

Relationships are the best, most lovely, toughest and toxic thing that most people go through. If you're lucky you'll have only good ones and that is all I hope anyone ever has. However if you're like me you may make the wrong choices based on what ever you're going through or emotions you are having at that time. Cause we have all those moments where we look back and think.. "I only did that because I was so.... " and the blank space fills itself. 

I've had manipulative relationships where they made me feel I was going insane and that it was all in my head and that I was the worst person in the world. I've had mentally abusive ones that I was terrified would turn into physical ones and worse that may turn on my friend. If there is list of bad relationships out there... I bet I can tick a good number of the boxes. No, this isn't something I'm proud of... it's just what I've had the misfortune to experience. 

However, because of those particular experiences it did actually make me who I am, so in a weird way I did benefit from the bad moments. I am head strong and I know my worth and that is something no one can break my view of. 

The past few months I have somehow been lucky enough to be with the most amazing man, it's an experience I never thought I could have in all honesty because it always feels completely surreal. Every moment feels like the first with him, we talk endlessly every day about literally everything and things we want in life. We support each other no matter what the plan or idea is and we have been through more in the past few months than most couples go through in the first few years of their relationship and it's always shown us more of each other and how well we handle things together.  

Nala and Andi playing

Me looking like a cartoon and him hiding

He constantly surprises me with finding out new things about him and we appreciate everything about each other right down to the smallest things that most people ignore. He's my best friend, lover and protector. It's all that ever needs said about him.

 B x

"There's no gravity when you're next to me

You will always break my fall, like a parachute

When you're holding me so weightless I can barely breathe

You will always break my fall, my fall

Like a parachute

You're my parachute"